R.M. Sayan

Would that be fucked up or what?

What is a captain to a god?
What is a god to a cook?

Somewhere off the coast of Peru, 1879.

Half a world away from home, Bo is rescued from a shipwreck by the crew of the Ayar, a ship manned by runaways and deserters with a mute captain and an enigmatic first mate. But mutiny festers in the bilge, and between luck spells and sea dragons, surviving on the high seas becomes a matter of 'kill or be killed' — eat or be eaten.

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R.M. Sayan is a writer of queer spec across most genres, with a soft spot for classic fantasy and happy endings. With experience in the film and music industries, his works are influenced by movies and albums across a range of genres. He currently resides in Cajamarca, Peru, and enjoys hiking, origami, and his wife.

He also occasionally enjoys fiddling with web dev. He coded this website himself, as you can probably tell. Please have patience and enjoy homemade code plucked fresh from the w3schools tree :)

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